Kautsar Abd Rahman

Yesterday, I slept feeling slightly blue.

I had a long day, pretty much dotted with unlucky things.

First, my laptop was ravaged by virus. I could hear my laptop gasping, beating, blinking – trying its best, in Agent Smith form, fighting Neo – Neo who forced me to buy anti-virus from its own software and uploaded porn on my desktop.

Damn you, Neo. Don’t attack the system!

I have officially packed my laptop away unceremoniously, it’s resting place is under my bed. Oh yes, my lecture + tutorial notes are inside the laptop too, of course. But i managed to save it after a long while and have safely printed it.

Thanks to Shaz.

And before I went to bed, I took out my contact lenses – the last pair I own, because I cannot afford another pair here and am waiting for my sister to send one to me – and tore it in my eye.

Yeay.

Now I have to wear my yellow + pink plastic  glasses to school. With tudung.

Some people look awesome wearing hijab and glasses, but I look weird. And I feel weird.

So, I woke up today, feeling flat. I have never fell flat for a while now. And it’s just flat.

Sigh. Thank God for a tub of B&J in the freezer.

Alhamdulilah, everything else is alright and I am still breathing for now. Here’s to a better day.