July, 2008 Archives

i was never much of a beach person. love them as much as any other person would,nothing exclusive. but the beaches in sydney are almost poetical. its like living a post-card dream.

i love maroubra best for its cliffs and rocks that jutted out at the shore of the beach. the cliffs have the most amazing textures. sometimes taking in the shape of bubbles, like the leftovers of waves. sometimes long swirly lines with all shades of brown. and rocks formed cliffs from as tall as buildings to little ones and form caves and coves that would be an awesome party place at night.

most amazing is the fact that the cliffs are built from the combination of big rocks from nowhere and pounded sands. work that must have taken millenniums for the sands are so compact, it is as hard as cement and make the foundation of the jagged cliffs that ran along the beach.

you can stand at the base of any cliff that ran into the sea and see the waves crash against the cliff and give you a momentary sight of aqua blue wall before it drenches you with its cool spray of water. and you feel like you just escaped death.

i found the most beautiful natural pool by the seaside here. the rocks formed along the beach created a pool so deep with one little entree for seawater and the rocks are not tall, thus big waves would bring more life into that secluded pool.

the pool is in the shape of a bowl. with deep center. the water is like glass. literally. very clear with a tinge of green. and you can see the life and wonders inside this pool with naked eye. pink corals as soft as velvet cushioned the wall of the pool. with big aqua plants here and there. and little barnacles everywhere. and tiny fishes hiding behind seaweeds. and the deeper it goes, the bigger the aqua flowers and sponges. deep pink with green moss and such.

i took a picture of it. looks as if im taking a picture of a floor full of those aqua living things. thats how clear the water is. and you could take off your clothes and shoes and have a dip. ripples of wave is the only break to its ethereal stillness.

near sunset, fehy and me took a swim near the shrubs. with huge stones and rocks that jutted out from the sands all the way into the sea. we seek refuge behind the stones and swam with the fishes as we watch the sky turns pastel pink. sun set opposite the sea horizon.

the sea is deep deep ocean blue. contrasted most beautifully with the deep deep brown of the rocks. like the picture from steve mccurry’s album of the sri lankan sea.

the sky above the horizon turns pastel. with very faint white moon. deep blue of the ocean, light pastel blue sky, and topped by a pastel pink, and pastel purple and very pale blue.

opposite it, where the sun sets, the sky is a raging fire behind the deep black shadow of the town and tall trees. a brilliant orange of a fire, fusing with deep fuchsia and bright sky.

as the fire grows amber, the cool blue horizon of the sea turns darker. taking turns and exchanging the intensity of colours. until the sun is merely a wink of shy orange and the moon is a silver orb.

and the seawater warm.

in bondi, it was full moon. the sand is cold and the waves are crashing violent. and the most beautiful reflection of the moon is rippled by the waves. black ocean with gleaming white light shine its surface. and you can perfectly see the sea ripples.

and it is the most beautiful feeling.

a man with a wise smile and the bluest blue eyes. said he doesnt want to be in the place he is to be now.

a girl bowing her head low, hair draping her face, writing numbers on paper. she needs food and bed. would be happy for a bit of cash.

and the world goes round. it could easily have been you.

there is a pilgrimage this morning. nuns with long veils and cross necklaces everywhere. funny no one gave them funny looks. youth from all over earth gathered in the name of Christianity.

there is a heart-wrenching demonstration this afternoon. calling for sympathy and action from all Falun Gong practitioners. there were no utters, only silence. pictures of truth scream loudest.

there is a protest to unveil the truth right before sunset. the ‘ugly truth’ of scientology, exposed by men wearing vendetta masks. so ‘they’ cannot recognize ‘them’.

there is a one-man preach this night. voice reaching no ears. people passing by deaf. the man used his microphone. preaching to abandon self and serve Jesus Christ.

there is a girl amidst sydney today. amazed by the diversity of spirituality. different callings, different actions. all touched her heart, in the name of Humanity. Praying to Allah to light our way.

i met robert on a cold sunset at melbourne. i met him twice in fact. he sat by the shop lots, looking lost as if he does not belong in this world we call ours. his red-rimmed eyes looked anywhere but you. slurring more than talking. a piece of brown cardboard box lay beside him. with arts from his whithered hands to be criticized by the critical eyes.

he was drawing when i talked to him. a castle. two minarets, a reflection of each other except they were pointing in opposite directions. chalk on street. an elegant opposite reflection of a castle. where is this castle? ‘this castle does not exist’ a smile tinged his red eyes. and an emblem of a blue bird was drawn next to the castle.

yesterday, in country victoria,
a man was found drowned in a septic tank.
the officer said it was ‘sewer-cide’.

peter jackson’s cigarrete is for those above 16 and older.
for those under 16 years old,
theres michael jackson.

by robert.

LADY BY THE WATER

a black mirror stares back at you. jagged brim, poised threat.
enticing you to stare deep into its opaque darkness,
a little bit of finger, just to keep that heart stop aflutter,
and its gone.

a lady stares into the sky.
lying on her side, frozen for infernity,
hands draped over the liquid black,
barely touching the surface, yet just there.
curled like a fetus, her long legs curved along the stone,
forever baring to the sun and to the moon,
eyes a lonely emptiness,
mouth a silent prayer,
hair grazing gracefully over her full naked nipples,
a proud agony.
daring anyone to free her from the solid black.

ODE TO APHRODISIAC

how do thy describe thee?
thee comes from the exotic blue jewel mystery,
riding the water through waves of winds,
or nestles deep in ocean’s heart,
forming treasure in thy belly,
becoming an aphrodisiac by nature and glory,
soft pearl grey flesh, enticing in its entirety,
luring with promises from within,
shy pink sheen, hidden under coarse lips,
to be licked and to shudder,
to taste thy freshness, those sweet ocean smell,
to slurp thy softness, and sigh with pleasure,
like a lady after her first ever blood,
thy proves the sweetest.