We started the morning early, with a breakfast at Martina˙s Inn – possibly the best hotel ever, with our own indiviual room and personal computer and internet, with Lindt chocolate greeting us on the pillow and towels ready in the bathroom and a full fridge, with herb garden inthe balcony and of course, the amazing hostess, Martina herself!

River that flows from inside the cave.

Polona came around and brought us to the place you want to go in this blazing hot weather – a 9 degree celcius underground cave in Postenja (pronounced as Postenya) that has a 5.2 kilometre trail + train ride! It was cold enough that people came armed with jumper and thick coat, a rarity under the Summer sun. The place is littered with tourists. Maltese tourists came by the bus loads! 15 of them to be exact! One group as bizarrely huge as the next one! The cave must have stomached at least 10,000 of us at any one period today!

Polona and me.  Picture by Feera.

But, sure enough, soon after we found out what˙s the hype all about. The staglatites and stalagmites and stalaktits were gorgeous!!! We gaped, ohhh-and-ahhh, and have silent jaw dropping moments every other minute! It was crazy!!! You start by following the herd of tourists into a bottleneck of an entrance where two photographers take pictures of you and sell them later at a ridiculous 6 Euro per piece, readily printed for you to grab and recycle them if you do not want them.  Then you take a 2 kilometre train ride through the cave and alsothis open space  insideit when they made a conference theatre complete with white crystal chandelier hanging down its roof. Then we whizz pass dangerously low cave ceilings, that made me crouch low into the seat, in case it will hit my head. Impossible, of course, as  my normal sitting position is about as tall as another person˙s crouched head.Then you will enter this huge open space with language stations for Italian, Slovenian, English, Spanish tour guides. You cannot go off wandering on your own so you are forced to join the HUGEEEEEEEE crowd of people!!
Formed from water sliding sideways.
The underground world is so starkly beautiful, with the million-years old worth of nature, and still counting, that seem to be breathing, enveloping your very existence. The whole surrounding seem very detached from the routine of the world that goes on on the surface, that you can almost feel them snorting at us humans, hoarding its cavernous cavity like ants. The stalagnites that arm the roof of Postenja Jama (cave), looked sinister, with its sharp edges dangling by the millions right above the ignorant thousands. Metaphorically, it˙s like nature˙s own pointing finger, blaming us for the destruction we have caused, that they have seen through mirage from the water that seeps through the layers of soil from the sky that weeps at the actions of the human being.
Postonjska Jama.

The cave in Slovenia also has its special inhabitant. The Protos. Or half-woman and half- fish. Or, a prehistorical, cave-adapted salamander.
The pink and blind Protose.

The cave have been the place to be seen at when in Slovenia, as the evidence shows -
Grafitti from 2 centuries ago.

After few hundred years, they decided it is quite a threat to allow tourist writing their names on the wall, or that the hoard of people grow drastically that there wouldn˙t be any place for more signatures, so it is now illegal to stamp your name on the famous guest wall.
Polona : What is that animal..the one that lives in the cave..they have it here too..what it is..it˙s not batman..but..
Me : Do you mean BAT?

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At first I thought Trieste, Italy would only be a meeting point between me and Feera with Polona and Martina, our Slovenia and Croatia friends, as RyanAir made the tickets way cheaper than it would have been if we flew into the heart of Lljubliana, that is the capital of Slovenia. I was totally mistaken. Clearly a town bypassed by tourists, this city which ironically is really close to flash-mobbed Venice, holds a tranquil sea-port charm with pretty town square, swimmable sea coastline and the Castello Miramare, one of the best preserved European castles ever according to castle-enthusiast Feera.

Trieste Square, overlooking the sea port.

It was extremely, extremely hot, with the warm air reaching 39 degree celcius at one point and the salt breeze thick. It was  hazy, balmy summer day with lots of ultimately cute Italian guys sunbathing with their girlfriends in skimpy bathsuits and some older ladies without any – views which one look with cool face, while hiding a blushing teeheehee.

The Miramare castle is romantically placed by the edge of a cliff, overlooking the endless horizon of the sea that is blessed with stunning sunset – all glittery reflection on the ripple of waves, and silhoutted rocks and roofs. The castle is personally overlooked by Maximillian, this Hapsburg leader from Austria, in its building and construction – the details of which are very well kept.

Castle Miramare.  Or the bits of it peaking out from the trees.

The tragic story of Maximillian and his wife Charlotte makes the castle more haunting, along withthe fact that everything seem so intact that you can almost feel their presence in it.  Maximillian, who was excitedly designing this castle by the sea, barely spent any days there as he was called to duty in Mexico as its ruler or something. He went, leaving Charlotte at their new castle along with his architectural wonder. He made a lower floor room that is inspired by ship, making it feel as if you really are in one with glossy wooden panel windows overlookingthe sea and a second floor saloon that is oriental, which makes you feel warped into ancient China and Japan. They have Summer dining room with domed ceiling and bright colours, and a Winter one with low wooden ceiling, heavily painted with dark red with beautiful depiction of doves flying around with latin scriptures in their beaks.

Maximillian was killed in Mexico, leaving behind a very bereaved wife, who waited by the sea for him, everyday until she went mad and died herself. You can almost imagine the despair and loneliness she must have felt, living in the castle your husband had proudly built, and waiting to see a glimpse of his ship by the achingly beautiful sunset, with equally achingly broken heart.

The castle, still majestic by the cliff is surrounded by lush backyard, and there is fountain square with statues and benches and Greek-styled staircases – and a zoo. Maximillian seemed to be crazy about exotic animals and ananas! His crest of arm bears a pineapple in the middle.

We also walked along the coast, where people swim and sunbathe but instead of a beach, they had pavement and were actually sunbathing on cobblestones, by a busy road, and a 90 degree raised pavement along the sea! It looked HOT and extremely crowded! They played boomerang five steps from each other, diagonally to fit in the pavement-beach.

This looks pretty, but the sea is about 5 metre below the edge.

As the sunset intensify, with promising beauty of the region, we said goodbye to Jacopo, our Italian guide also history enthusiast, headed to Ljubljana, had grilled trout for dinner at Polnaskleda and to Martina˙s Inn – just perhaps the best hotel you can get in sLOVEnia č=

First class bed.

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Checkpoint.

29 Jun 2010

Woww it’s been awhile!

Things are happening at high speed, there is barely space and time to catch a breath before I submerge into a whole new circle of moving and moving. Like an adrenaline rush, this whole new joy of travelling thrills. Packing, unpacking, washing clothes at the Laundry, change currencies from British Pounds to Euro to Crotian Kuna, cramming stuff into rucksack until the seam is about to burst and wearing the same set of clothes day and again, catch the train, catch the bus, go through the whole 3-hours flight preparation, printing ticket after ticket, travel journal sadly overdued, snapping thousands of pictures in my mere 8GB SD card, lugging Nikon D80 around Europe, hunched back from stone-heavy bag, glowing tan, magnets as souvenirs, new people, new languages,  mountains, naked statues, cathedrals, paragliding..PHEW!

I am in love with this.

Uninhibited, homeless, changing travelling stories with random people, on-the-go, trying to spend as little as possible and new air, earth, people and view every single day – but missing the same people the every day. I miss Sam – when I am on the go, it is hardly possible to chat and skype. And it is a loss that I feel most :(

To Shamin, I do miss you. Very much.

Here’s to a deep breath for another plunge into globetrotting adventure. Eastern Europe – here I come :)

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The Last of Beaux-Art

15 Jun 2010

It feels rather weird writing my entry from Cardiff.

A whole chapter on London has ended for me. It feels like…this is it. I no longer have an address in the UK and could no longer call myself a Londoner. Not that I ever have, anyway, but still. And leaving behind the chaos of Beaux-Art along with Emir and Imar and my brother at Finsbury Park feels a bit melancholic. Not sad, but I have that homesick feeling at the back of my mind.

Leaving the house in its original condition, albeit slightly bruised.

I will definitely remember the times in Beaux-Arts with fond memories. From the happy times we sing and have terrible jokes to the sheer annoyance of sharing a house with two teenage boys (seriously, you guys don’t know to wipe the counter?).  Even at the last moment, after we said farewell and feeling all ‘awwwww’ and sad, and leaving the house with happy thoughts the boys didn’t fail to irritatingly-amuse us by making me and Shaz sort 10 kg worth of shillings on Llyod’s coffee table just because they were too tired to pour it into a change-machine near our house!! We have this whole ‘balang’ of shillings weighing 10kg and Shaz had gotten the boys to carry it to Morrison near our house and dump it into the change-machine where it will be sorted out automatically and the machine will give you notes. They had carried the shillings all the way to a cafe to have breakfast, which is only metres away from Morrison!! They decided not to continue their quest to Morrison cause the shillings were too heavy and came back home with it! So, me and Shaz ended up carrying the 10kg weight, along with our BAGS all the way to Bayswater and then to Oxford Street to Lloyd’s bank and ended up sorting it manually into little plastic bags! Imagine, we spent good hour sorting 10kg worth of shillings that amounted to £60 just because!

Hahaha.

It was actually rather fun, so no hard-feelings.

Really?!

There are lots of things to miss about living in Beaux- Art. The trip to the gym’s shower everyday with Shaz because our shower doesn’t work, the ‘Radio Sumatera’ by Imar and Emir, their obsession with chat-roullete which seriously amused me and Shaz, the singing sessions, the heart-to-heart session, the dinner table family meals, the dodgy moments, birthdays, Imar and Emir serious sadness over one lost football match, sharing good news with each other and all other soppy stuff like that and getting into fights with Emir over everything from causing destruction to his little HALO models by creating earthquakes to teasing the hell out of each other. And really, just the moments we share together – like a family :)

The End.


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Summer. Hotness.

24 May 2010

Summer is blisteringly hot. Extremely hot. I was slowly melting in the bus.

I realized that I don’t actually have a functional summer wardrobe. Besides few shirts, I have only got loads of awesome t-shirt which of course, must be worn with cardigan!! And I just had to try on my leather vintage shoes.

AAHH! It was hot hot hot!!  Cardigan and leather shoes are the summer no-no.

Anyway, a really,really cute guy was promoting this Human Rights magazine outside the library. He asked if I am interested in Human Rights stuff and if I study Human Rights Law. I answered yes. Yes to anything you say, cik abang.

No, I didn’t study Human Rights law. But I did study Public International Law – and that’s almost like Human Rights Law. A very,very BIG almost. I started talking about how his magazine concept would be truly beneficial for my country. And how I want to fight for Human Rights awareness in Malaysia. Well, this I do. But it was said with an extra fervour. Just in case he missed the hint.

The magazine is called New Internationalist. It is basically non-political magazine that strives to bring to public eye the dimension and scope of whatever issue they focus on each month. It’s actually pretty cool. For example, one of the month, they were focusing on world population – and had great and influential thinkers to write for them. Whether it should be sustained for the growth of industry and economy sector or should it be restricted – because our earth cannot support it. They usually get someone from the government to contribute in their issues to explain public policy and how the state see it. Then, they would contrast it with opinions from different school of thoughts and also general information regarding the issue. I think it’s a great way to really get into the depth of something – you have one whole issue covering one single conflict or interest – and by great thinkers!

And they have got lots of other interesting issues. Islamic power in Europe, for example. Another on deportation. And he was telling me about past issues and future issues.

I asked him if he is one of the editors.

He said, laughingly (so cute!!!), “Well, one day I wish I could be. I mean, Trotsky once wrote in the magazine, and clearly I am not exactly the level of anywhere near Trotsky..do you know Trotsky?”

“Trotsky? Yeah, sure I do.” *stare unblinkingly at him*

The magazine is pretty damn smart to put him up to promote. I don’t think anyone minded getting stopped by him at the entrance of the library and waste precious reading time just to talk to him.

Anyway, HI SAM CIK ABANG~ he is nowhere as cute as you, of course!! If you sell the magazine, I would buy ALL of it straight away, no question asked.

Most successful promoter for anything to me >.<

Alright, back to work. The weather has gone lovely now. Bright but not sunny and breeze blowing.

I pray that Allah gives me His Rahmat for this last paper of mine. Amin.

I need to lose weight and gain momentum.

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Summer of Third Year

22 May 2010

Summer so far :

I have done 3 out of 4 papers. I have my last one in about less than a fortnight. A last one before this world explode and I will be like the fallen petal that travels far into the wind and the sky and settle on the ground after a warm voyage through the world.

InsyaAllah, after exam and before going back to Malaysia for good, I will be travelling for a long bit.

But the best thing about present is – the Sun has shine for days and days. And the weather is so warm. The weather is like morning and evening in Malaysia – never afternoon. THANK GOD!!

Yes, self-timer is the ultimate camwhore indulgence.

Everyone is outside their houses now. Seven Sisters road is crowded, the car-boot market hyped and the atmosphere is just full of buzz. Everyone smiling and the sun is shining – such a contrast to Winter’s gloom when everyone looks dodgy and pale – in black.

Time is flying with lazy rhythm – my books are left unread. I am trying so hard to just sit there and read – to no avail.

Will miss this so bad.

Well, this is my final year here..I guess this is it. After this, London wouldn’t recognize me anymore. My passport without my student visa would make me a foreigner. It has been a home for 3 years, yet in a blink of an expiry date – I can be an immigrant.

Sunny London

Yes, what a lazy post this is. Hopefully next time I could get some pictures of the Antlers gig from Feera to put up here. :)

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Fire in the Library!

12 May 2010

The Kings’ College London’s Maughn Library

I was in the toilet when an announcement came out :

THERE HAS BEEN A FIRE REPORTED IN THE BUILDING, PLEASE EVACUATE.

THERE HAS BEEN A FIRE REPORTED IN THE BUILDING, PLEASE EVACUATE.

PLEASE EVACUATE BY THE NEAREST EXIT.

I was stunned. I went out and realized no one had moved at all!! I went into my study room and people were looking dumbfounded.

IS THIS REAL, OR WHAT? Are they holding stupid fire evacuation practice during exam period??

A woman started shouting for us to hurry up.

IT’S REAL!!!

I quickly went down the stairs, out the grand main entrance of Maughn library – only to realize how silly I am.

I should have taken my coat!!! And my wallet!! And my exam notes!!!

I have no idea how long we were going to be stuck out there, and it was COLD.

The evacuation team shooed us away from the building to the fire safety assembly point – The Knights’ Templer Pub.

To which a girl said : Is this a conspiracy to get profit?

People started smoking and have lunch and some beers but I was stuck. With no money, no Oyster card to escape and ALL MY NOTES IN THERE!!!

AHHH!! IF THERE IS FIRE, I DON’T CARE I WANT MY NOTES!!

I considered begging the security guard to rescue my notes. My exam!! In two days time!!!

Okay, it wasn’t that bad. The building – and look how pretty it is up there – was not burnt to the ground. A disappointment to some whom I overheard earlier :

Hey, I think we should stand here – it has the best view of the building if its going down.

Haha! But we were allowed in after half an hour, right before the rain poured.

Sigh. What a drama on..

FAKHIRAH’S BIRTHDAY!!!! WHEEE!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY FEERA!!!

Me and birthday girl, Feera, at Cambridge

Somehow the birthdays of my favourite sisters have this mysterious strike of unfortunate event attached to it! Like, 25th Feb, on Fahimah’s (Feera’s older sister) birthday. Sigh.

Anyway, back to work for me.

Here’s to everyone out there who’s having exam/submission/assignments! Good Luck!! <3

Photo credit : Jacqueline Banerjee

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23.

10 May 2010

So, right now I am a fresh few hours into 23!!

It feels..different. I woke up checking my face if there would be anything amiss. Maybe a 23 stamped on my head, but no. I look perfectly 22.

Yesterday, about an hour before 12, I was a miserable lump at my desk. Cocooned in a fat duvet, writing furiously and sometimes stare dreamily outside the window, trying to get work done! I got hungry and there was no food in the house so I opened a can of chili tuna and warm it on the stove – only to realize there was no more bread. And realize, after I ate all of the tuna, that the tuna had expired.

I continued being a sad blimp on the mattress in the living room. I hate birthdays in May. My birthdays for the last 5 years have been a flurry event of hugging, kissing and getting back to work. May birthdays in British Education is FUN, no doubt. I always have fun with friends about. but it is a short-lived fun. A half-an-hour scream and joy before everything turned zombie again.

Then midnight came, and Aisyah called. We talked for awhile, and I felt slightly better.

I put down the phone turned to Shaz, and demanded a birthday song.

‘Shaz, cepat nyanyi untuk I’

All in a split second, the living room dimmed, Shaz ran out of her seat and Emir and Imar stood on top of the staircase, holding a plate of cakes with CANDLES and started singing!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! YEAY!!

I was screaming and clapping and jumping up and down!!

They gave me the sweetest card EVER!!! and Shaz gave me some LOVE ;)

Made the wishes, blew candles, cut cake, eat them – back to work.

Shaz is having her exam now. If I could have one wish on my birthday today, I wish her exam is going GREAT!

Oh yes, and the birthday wishes on Facebook really just make me smile :)

On a last note, a special wish to the loved ones I have the pleasure and joy of always sharing this day with you, all my life :

To Aisyah Zaffan, best friend since 1992, born a day shy of mine – Happy 23rd birthday, you are mine since then till forever on.

To Fakhirah Badrulhisham, a year and 2 days later, the world is ours.

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Pamukkale

07 May 2010

Today I feel like my soul has wandered all the way to Denizli, in Pamukkale, lazing around the salt-formed pools.

Pamukkale is in, if I imagine it carefully, the Western part of Turkey. It is in between Cappadochia and the Sea. Pamukkale is basically a whole huge hill formed by hardened salt, that formed natural pools which get filled in with natural water every morning by Nature.

We came by really early in the morning, being one of the first to arrive, and it was so fresh and so beautiful, we literally got the place to ourselves!

Which was why my friend Martina thought it will be okay to go inside this prohibited area, but she was caught out – so she walked sexily back to safety, with no sign of sheepish guilt at all! He he! This area is dangerous as it is placed dangerously close to the edge of the hill, and it has uneven bed – which should mean there is more grip for people to walk on but it is actually because it is easier for tourist to break it into pieces when the afternoon visits turn to stampede, up here in Pamukkale.

The Romans used to conquer Pamukkale, they used to come here in Summer to sunbathe ages ago. They ruled this part of town and enjoyed the beauty themselves. It is said that even Cleopatra once visited this place. Which is why they’ve got Cleopatra pool.

Ancient ruins in the pool.

The temple fell.

The Cleopatra pool is this huge swimming pool for the ancient rich people – the place where they clean and pray before going inside the temples. The best part oft his pool is, as you can see from the picture above, the ruins of a temple that fell into the pool during the Crusades area. Both Christian and Islam, who were both at war with each other, and both are against idolism destroyed these temples and even some figures.

Female statues.

They have especially paid special attention to female figurines – to avoid any idolism and any affection that may form towards these ancient stones. They amputated it but didn’t destroy it. I do wonder if it just deliberately done – to leave the beheaded and amputated statues for public eyes. Maybe it is also to instill fear? The Romans slowly pack their bags and leave Pamukkale to the hand of destiny – an eternal dominion of world power that is taking place until the end of time.

Apollo

If you feel like exploring the whole city of Pamukkale, it covers about 10km radius of the top of the hill and mighty tiring – you can see an old theatre, a whole stretch of ancient street beautifully built with archs and temples – really HUGE ones.

The main street where parades and main highway took place.

The theatre – to watch speeches, debates, performances and announcements.

The entrance to main street. A very grand entrance!

They don’t really add any commercial thing in this side of the city, and it is rather far from the main hyped-up centre of the ancient pools, so it is not crowded, and makes it REALLY GREAT. It felt like there is still some spirits breathing there. As I stand and walk past it, it feels like something is stirring, something ancient, waiting to be be freed again, waiting to roam the streets of Pamukkale and to touch the magnificient temples they had built with their bare hands. The city is surrounded by beautiful pine forest, and if you just take your time to sit on one of the huge ancient rocks, and just listen – you can hear whispers in the forest. The trees that has seen all sort of man with all kind of trades walking past, from the ancient faces of the Romans and Egyptians, to the sworded Crusaders and bearded Muslim warriors and now this little South-East Asian girl – probably not a face they have been used to.

The famous ‘cotton castle’ as the Romans fondly called them

The Romans had loved this place as they believed it is holy and pure – so white with clear water running through them every morning. They believe in its healing property and thus take great care of the ritual of bathing in these pools. The picture above is the ‘cotton castle’. It is actually on the steep hill of Pamukkale, dangerously dangling. People used to be able to swim there, but now you cant even go there.

The clear morning water of Pamukkale

The water tasted sweet and clear if you taste it in the morning, if you come in the afternoon the water would be dried up and dirty with lots of people’s dirt in it. We went back to the main pool area in the afternoon and the place was SWARMING with tourists like a public beach! I decided not to put up picture of the swarmed place because it is unsightly. I’d rather remember Pamukkale for its tranquility and beauty.

It is amazing how the water and salt mud dont mix – they form very fine powder and settle onto the bed if you try to mix it – making the water white for awhile like above. People come here and take the mud to put it on their face – natural beauty spa. it was cooling to me, so it was rather fun making face pate in the middle of the sun.

The way to get there is to take any bus from any major cities in Turkey to Denizli. From Denizli, just take any local taxi, dolmus or bus to Pamukkale. It is only about 10 – 15 minutes to the foot of Pamukkale hill and it is cheap. I suggest only a one day trip. It is enough. Just come early in the morning at 8, then chill and have breakfast and freshen up at any hotel (they usually allow guests to keep bags and refresh themselves without checking in to a room) before taking the hike up Pamukkale at 10am – when it opens. The entrance fee is 20lira. Thats about 10 pounds. If you want to take a dip in Cleopatra pool – it would be an extra 18lira. Dang!~

Something amazing sometimes come unexpected :)

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4th May

05 May 2010

Yesterday, I slept feeling slightly blue.

I had a long day, pretty much dotted with unlucky things.

First, my laptop was ravaged by virus. I could hear my laptop gasping, beating, blinking – trying its best, in Agent Smith form, fighting Neo – Neo who forced me to buy anti-virus from its own software and uploaded porn on my desktop.

Damn you, Neo. Don’t attack the system!

I have officially packed my laptop away unceremoniously, it’s resting place is under my bed. Oh yes, my lecture + tutorial notes are inside the laptop too, of course. But i managed to save it after a long while and have safely printed it.

Thanks to Shaz.

And before I went to bed, I took out my contact lenses – the last pair I own, because I cannot afford another pair here and am waiting for my sister to send one to me – and tore it in my eye.

Yeay.

Now I have to wear my yellow + pink plastic  glasses to school. With tudung.

Some people look awesome wearing hijab and glasses, but I look weird. And I feel weird.

So, I woke up today, feeling flat. I have never fell flat for a while now. And it’s just flat.

Sigh. Thank God for a tub of B&J in the freezer.

Alhamdulilah, everything else is alright and I am still breathing for now. Here’s to a better day.

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